Jul 29 2002
Against the current
I am sitting here preparing myself for another day at the office, and trying desparately to think up some excuse to call them and tell them I’m not coming. No excuse is presenting itself, however, so I shall go to work. The days there just keep getting longer and longer. I have obligations, so I’ll go. Today, tomorrow, the day after and the day after.
At the end of each day there I am completely exhausted, mentally and physically. It feels like I spent the entire day swimming against the current. I keep trying to convince myself that things will get better, that I was hired there for a purpose, and that purpose will soon manifest itself. Things will get better, I say to myself, and the sooner the better.
I hope your day is a good one.
2 Responses to “Against the current”
yes, good luck with your working. you really should have stuck with the unemployment it seems. but maybe it’ll seem different soon. either that or you’ll just stop caring all together, and that’s when jobs get fun.
Excellent point. The one about stop caring, I mean. I need to stop doing that. It only leads to trouble.